Am I adult yet ?
Did I failed myself? Did I not promise that I would remember what it was like to be a child in a world of adults. I promise that I'd never behave like them? I'm struggling to remember my childlike perspective and assume that I pretty much do behave like one of my former enemies- Adults. I try the best to retrieve those blueprint of a perfect place I see at my early ages.So what to do now to reverse the curse of adult-hood? I have dug through old diaries and old memories... to some enlightenment, but to no epiphany. Is that growing involve different phrases and itself is a curse that we constantly get memory lost and transformed.What do I loose in the process of growing up and sucking in the experience with my bare eyes and foregoing identity? When i was young I can tell by what the adults is doing badly.Just that it seems i failed to do much better than them at the same time i was grown up.All the ideal though was embedded in the hazed memory that is floating away to middle of nowhere.Sometimes I ask myself can I make things lot different from what I hate to see .I guess possibly but doubtfully at the same time !!
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