Things get distorted here.Gotta look beyond the obvious

A plain day as always but a special day for my friend Paurenna.She is by far the coolest friend i ever chat and meet.Not very chatty and sometimes mysterious casue we don't chat often.Still i get fun everytime she is free to chat.Hope all the best of her in the year ahead.Just know that she has back home to do the document for the coming job at Qatar airlines.Have a nice birthday and have fun as much as you can get !!

Haven't get a rest day in home ever since i start the work.The whole life scheldule is alter.No internet,no reading no reading.Can do nothing that i really interest.

Get up early in 9 am cause i don't want to spend too much time in bed.Rather good to have more time to stay up and do something i like.Finish some books i leave unread.Finshed few chapter of the CSI(The third season)from the tape.

Even though i don't happy living here.I guess i am not too worst as i did meet really nice people in internet.Sometimes just sneak in to log on to chat with them a bit.Thanks Jen for all these days chatting.You make my working time less dull and go faster.You are one of my very nice friend there in my list.Thanks!

Nothing really special from work.Neither too bad or good.I prefer to work busy rather then get lots of people to chat with the nerd around.There is a guy which is such a mood killer.Always start some weird talk to make the atmosphere stiff.When someone is talking without asking his idea .He just keep swoop in and speak something inappropriate.Act like he get lot of cool ideas.Weird ...........

The final interview is about to start in the afternoon.This is the final round and who ever couldn't get a place there will not be able to re-apply in the next coming half-years.Not more than 30 candiates will be selected out of these batch of candiate of 50 .Get an hour eariler to reach there.I usually find a corner which has no people there to cool the mind before everything serious.Cause things around keep stressing you and alter your emotion.

On the way to the meeting room.Just over heard 2 man in the lift bull-shitting.Talking about how they way they get in the final-round and make up lot of craps talk.Something like i used to be earn more than this job going to offer and i give up the current one just for this.what the other say is that he get some insider in the company that bring him in.That is a must-get-job cause he know everything from the company.That's why i choose to cool the mind in one corner.I don't bother to know their "great story " and "big principle" behind.Too lazy to talk with people this.Too lazy to make up "some talk" to impress them.No point at all

The final interview last for 2 hours with three interviewers.They are nice as i see the way they talk and their speech act.A lot different from the job interview i attend before.2 of them are from Britian and one from Japan.More like a attiture and aptitude testing.Some question are quite tricky.I guess some question i can answer in a better way but my brain is blank for some moment.Whatever .It is nice to sit there and do the interview .

Take a sick leave from work today as i was schelduled to sit in the graduation ceremony.Get a chance to meet the old buddy in school.I like to meet peopel but it depends.Cause sometimes it is so boring to say something you don't believe .Just speak becasue you want to be in the group.The conversation is around what job you get,when u marry ,what is your plan to make big money,where we gonna eat and how to get a job that attract a woman etc.You can get all these answer just recite the words they want to listen and follow the way their lead to the answer.That's not talking casue it nothing deep talk.

Fortunately there is few buddy in the faculty is cool enough.Good to see them again as i didn't see cool people for long time.Get a lot chat with them and do some photo-shoot.We are those people not doing the stuff every people do.Many people make it high-profile and invite all people in the family tree to come and visit and talk the stuff as i mention before.We just keep it low profile as to invite the close relatives and gather with the classmate a little bit.Take a few picture .Cause we just want things to go as easy as it can be rather than a noisy blah blah and hectic day.On the way leaving the ceremony.Get a call from the airline company as they ask me for a final in on next Wed.I am happy not only becasue they offer me a final shot,I also happy becasue it mean also that i pass the english test as people say it is rather not too easy to do well.Thanks god for the chances

Get a drink with all the old buddy till two in the morning talk about music,sports and any easy topics.It is good and haven't chat like these long time.But the worst thing is that the dance floor get noone to dance.Make me think of the old days in Thailand while all people are happy,drink ,talk ,dance

Finished my mid-night shifting at eight in the morning with absolutely no sleep but a few cup of coffee.Gotta get straight ahead to the interview which supposed to be start from nine.It is a walk-in events from the airline.

Get a lot of candiate there early in the morning.Over thousand from my first glance .People here was crazy to get a job like this.I know that here get no value to live for.When material life/bubble life is the core value.The place is dead and hopeless.I bet this is a chances to get the hell out of here.Things happen here as a nice cover but underneath it is nothing .Just a cover the copy from around the world.Nothing is initally from here and grow in here.It's freakinly weird that how we live life here.Whatever it can make money.People here just copy implant and duplicate tons of clone.Just like living in a big machine.

People say here get lot of shops,lot of these and that.Not the quantity counted!Quantity is just a bad taste.If they willing to look carefully.Most shop is just a branch that sited in every street corner like 7-11 to make it as obviously as it can be and as easy u can access.It's nothing significant actually.Whatever it look nice .They try to take over and get as much as they can from it and throw away.Fancy european fashion shop,Disneyland.What ever it can make money.They duplicate.It's not difficult to find many food store and shop cause it is the best way to take money and appear to be everyone's need.Same as supermarket that u can get lot of stuff here in a one=-stop place but the place aren't really attractive at all.But it's ironic that people are proud to play in this role.Sigh..!

Just like here even setup school for trainning students to be a cabin crew .The funny thing is the school is not started by airlines.They just want to duplicate much to take every place from the work.I just take this for example to explain stuff here.It actually tips of iceberg.Frankly speaking, I am afraid to live with people like this.They carry no value to hold/believe in.Just born to take over stuff.The soil just frow a lot of monster like this.You creat these monsters and u pay for that one day.Somehow seems no word in my mind can describe these phenomen.But these the things people here are exactly proud of themselves cause they think they win everything.

Seeing these kind of people around every day.You just feel hopeless.Things do to serve for their benefit only .Knowledge act as a tool to serve for another money making games.What is the point of study and seek for knowledge then?No wonder they make no contribute to the knowledge field .They just study for working.Not study for living.Sigh........

Talking about the job interview.It divided into 4 parts.First round about physical measurment such as arm length.The next is an one on one interview.These screen out almost half the candidate.Luckily i passed the first two round and get in for another english test and skin checking.It is kind of formal english test of Oxford college.The whole things last for almost 6 hours.And the interviewers say i have to wait for another week to process my test marking.

Get exhausted after the whole thing and back home for a nap before work again tonight.

You are the one but so far away
To be with you, there's no other way
you kiss and you touch so perfectly
I need to hold you close to me

I want you and I need you, like no one else before
Right here and right now, I can't take this anymore
I wanna be yours forever, a king for a queen
But not in a story, not in a dream

I try to put myself to sleep but I miss the one I love
I think I got myself in deep with an angel from above
You're the one I love