Things get distorted here.Gotta look beyond the obvious

It's been a very long time since I know someone in a nightclub.Most of the times I was just there for couple of beer and good music if there did had.The most important reasons is that it rather interesting to look at the dance floor ,seeing those lecherous locals that gather with their gang to grab some woman but eventually fails.And then back to their tables and bitching and backfire for woman's fault.Bla..Bla..

Tonight is much different.It's pretty crowd day for wednesday.There I share a table with a lady that come eariler.She is from Vietnam,Chia.Yeah,I probably get attracted since we start to talk and the way she was.I believe this is once in a blue moon time that I feel like it is "love at first sight",Maybe it is not.Just want some terms to find a word to define how it feels that draw one's all major concern at.Mostly I don't believe there is love in nightclub.Plus the majority sane one would agree there is no way you can hook up with someone that with reasonable quality.People are there just for a good dance and fun time.I refer to those unslutty woman and reasonable man.Of course there is someoen want to pick someone and pay for sex.Mostly you can tell by the faces and behaviour.

She is the lady that belong to the "just for drink and fun time " cataglory.Plus,She is the type of nice woman that you want to watch your every word not to ruin the atmosphere,wear that smile not becasue fake it but it smile becasue you have a good time with her there too.I soon get a real crush on her this time. It was a short meet like an hour.I hate myself for making stupid mistake not to ask for contact before she leave to her room.I probably not gonna meet her again and I probably regret this.Most of the thing in a club is "single -serving" .You just want to see if things can go further like being a friend or a relationships in real life.I just screw up things again.

I was too much into the ordinary talk with her.About her life,etc .... She might wondering why I dont ask for numbers or maybe she is not.From the way she look back twice when she leaving.I can tell she is willing to exchange for contacts for new friend or whatever .

Everytime I try to stop believe it gonna happen .It flash appearing to me but at the meantime it vanish just like what happen to me this time...Is that a joke or a sign of keep believeing like there is something good aheadI seriously got frustrated this time.Can't really get a taste in what I eat and the sleep is bad these days.Whateve it is.My memory got her occupy and I try hope this good experience can stay long enough before I can forget this time.That's also one of the reasons I am not looking for a relationship.It usually get pre-occupy by a good memory of mine and seems like it is irreplaceable.Sounds stipid but it happens to me !