One difficult day
It's 2 am in the morning and today is one tough day for me.Get a high fever in yesterday night before work.But i can't even get a sick leave from work as the supervisor turn down the request.why they doing that ?I don't get it!
Haven't get sick for quite a long time.But i find myself getting weaker ever since i start working.Working inside four walls with no window and get a lot of shifting which i think i have yet get used to it.I am not complaining anything but just feel it is cold sometimes as you request something you really need but most of the time you couldn't.
That make me think that there always someone to ruin the stuff for someone that really need it.I see most of the colleage in work get abused for some of the right.Make up some fake document and excuse to get the pay-leave for more holidays.Even think you are idiot if you not doing like this to take advantage.Sometimes it just feel frusturated when you seeing the value is turn upside down.Plus,you can't tell it is wrong even though itself is.People just get used to this shit.Lieing and faking are as natural as breathing like a god damn habit.
The question keep popping up in my head.Should I eiter survive by being one of them and do the same damn stuff in case to live in these kind of culture,or just stand for what you don't believe with a price you have to pay like this!The worst is that it's just a tip of the iceberg.
People always say what kind of enviroment can change oneself.I just don't want it happen on me.Best adjust yourself to fit in or just barely say NO ?
Haven't get sick for quite a long time.But i find myself getting weaker ever since i start working.Working inside four walls with no window and get a lot of shifting which i think i have yet get used to it.I am not complaining anything but just feel it is cold sometimes as you request something you really need but most of the time you couldn't.
That make me think that there always someone to ruin the stuff for someone that really need it.I see most of the colleage in work get abused for some of the right.Make up some fake document and excuse to get the pay-leave for more holidays.Even think you are idiot if you not doing like this to take advantage.Sometimes it just feel frusturated when you seeing the value is turn upside down.Plus,you can't tell it is wrong even though itself is.People just get used to this shit.Lieing and faking are as natural as breathing like a god damn habit.
The question keep popping up in my head.Should I eiter survive by being one of them and do the same damn stuff in case to live in these kind of culture,or just stand for what you don't believe with a price you have to pay like this!The worst is that it's just a tip of the iceberg.
People always say what kind of enviroment can change oneself.I just don't want it happen on me.Best adjust yourself to fit in or just barely say NO ?
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